My last exam for gross anatomy is in 8.5 hours. I guess I'll sleep for 6 of them. I'm not sure when I'm going to sleep. All I know is that I want to finish this chapter on the ankle and then maybe if I have energy go through my flashcards once more before I go to sleep. Then maybe I'll feel better about myself.
I am literally hanging on by a thread right now. Well maybe it's more of a small rope. I need to maintain a B in order to stay in the program and my carelessness on the first exam really pulled me out of a safe spot. I totally rushed through the first exam, making way too many dumb mistakes. The second exam was only better by a bit. This time I have to tell myself to slow down and really think. There seems to be still so much that I don't know. And I just really don't feel like studying anymore. And normally that's not a bad thing because that usually means that I've studied so much that I don't want to go over things again. But right now there is still much that I need to run through before I feel okay. Problem is, like I said earlier, that I don't fee like doing it. I need some motivation. But where am I going to get motivation at 1:40 am? Oooh, I'll bet the meteor shower looks pretty good right now.
I feel like eating to keep me awake too, but I'm afraid of having too many calories today. Because I really don't know if I'm going to workout much this weekend, what with my sister visiting. So... yeah.... Here I am. I just can't wait for this all to be over with. Then I have two grandiose weeks of freedom! Ah, I can't wait.
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